TOO MUCH TO SEE (UK, SCOTLAND, BELGIUM)

TRY AGAIN

I've never been much of a talker. Not quite sure I'm a good listener either, though I always try my best to be.

No. What I do best is, not so unfortunately, always including nobody but myself, a delicious seclusion that I most often fill with letters. English not being my first language, this is a big step out of my comfort zone, a most needed one.

I lost all the pictures on this blog but the words remained. I've had this for over 4 years and it is a sweet, comforting thing to have. I'll try my best to re-upload them as days go by, slowly but surely.

I haven't been taking a whole lot of pictures in the last year. I can't say why I didn't, but I didn't, and it frustrates me in way. Have I lost interest? Have I become lazy? I'm afraid so. But words I never get tired of. Even if I doubt people will show interest towards someone they don't know, maybe will they read for other reasons? But whatever I want to talk about, whatever I need to say to get to that peaceful state of mind, whatever I need to do to ease my troubles, I will. It is much better here than anywhere else anyways. 

I don't want to say I'm lonely, I always thought it sounded too sad, too negative and I don't see it that way. I do want to share. I do want others to know about me, I just won't force it on anyone.

SUNDAY, OCTOBER 3rd, 2010

Et si je réalisais enfin que le bonheur que je cherche ne se trouve ni dans un endroit quelconque, ni en quelqu'un, ni en une chose, mais bien en mon être. Un bonheur purement intouchable, inébranlable que seule ma personne peut atteindre et modifier à sa guise. Une source inépuisable de joie. Je suis heureuse.

''Le bonheur que je cherche, que je veux, est gratuit à l'achat d'une montagne''

-Avec Pas de Casque